Archive for July, 2011

Mirror, Mirror…

Posted in Uncategorized on July 29, 2011 by 4 Ur Viewing Pleasure



*as always, please play the music.  The music usually is what is going through my mind when I write*



Blurry stains of mascara Noir,

bleeding down flushed and burning cheeks.

My fingers tracing my face in the mirror,

how the fuck did you get here?

An evil, taunting voice inside,

reminding me how bitter life truly is.

Pretty girls don’t look this repulsive,

Smart girls don’t end up as nothing.

The bubbling rise of despair,

it beats against my skull.

It breathes,

Its feeds,

it fucks inside me,

then swallows me whole again.

Good girls don’t act like whores,

but its all about who you blow.

Fuck your Cinderella dreams,

no glass slipper or fairy fucking Godmother now.

Shadows of sleepless infidality,

encompass souless, hollow eyes of jade.

Take a good look as what you have become,

a deep breath to swallow that razor laced pill.

You wonder if they will get it right,

If the truth will be told and your ugliness revealed:

She’s a sinner, a liar, a whore,

eat you alive, fuck your mind, and leave you wanting more.

A temptress, a slut, never good enough,

So much potential, wasted life, unable to love. 

Such a pitty, she was so funny and witty,

One less cunt in the world. 

Now bend over and take it like a good girl,

it will only hurt for a moment.  

      Breath, relax, life likes to fuck nice and slow,    

Don’t bother praying, nothing can save you now.  

Walk a straight line,

Don’t cuss,

study hard.

sit still,

don’t tell, 

shut your fucking mouth.  

No use in crying after all this time,

You always knew it would end up this way.

Into You

Posted in Uncategorized on July 23, 2011 by 4 Ur Viewing Pleasure

Quiet and illicit whispers fill my head,

twisted within your addicting kiss.

Palms pressed together in a frenzied lust,

Sex mixed with love and need.

Arching and writhing beneath your weight,

your mouth devouring my soul entirely.

Vibrations of ecstacy escape my lips,

your penetration pulling me apart.

I melt into you willingly,

under your trance, I succumb.

Teeth piercing my skin viciously,

followed by the warm and inviting caress of your kiss.

Pleasure within the depths of pain,

lost within your desire.

My eyes begging for release,

skin thrusting against skin hungrily.

Fingers grasping at silken sheets,

pressed into the soft comfort of the mattress beneath us.

Collapsing in a heap of satisfaction,

breathless and gasping as you soften inside my warmth.

Tenderly caressing my damp skin,

I drift deeper into you