Archive for April, 2011

The Rain

Posted in Uncategorized on April 10, 2011 by 4 Ur Viewing Pleasure



Posted in Uncategorized on April 10, 2011 by 4 Ur Viewing Pleasure


The Demise of Me

Posted in Uncategorized on April 10, 2011 by 4 Ur Viewing Pleasure



Screaming Inside Pictures, Images and Photos

Go on, stand there and judge me,
you say its not contempt.
You say its not a lot of things,
but you continue to break me.
Suffering from the wound your inflicted,
I want to hate you, but I can’t.

The last beating of its pretty wings,
you watch as I beg for your love.
Pluck the silvery wings off slowly,
twisted up in knots and anger.
I was never perfect, my love,
I never wanted to be.

Am I just a fragile little plaything,
for your entertainment only?
Is this a sick game to you,
as you watch the last breaths escape.
I gave you my heart and trusted you,
loving you was my first mistake.

I miss the flutter as you told me you loved me,
the wings beating against my heart.
You showed me who I was,
or was that who you wanted me to be?
I believed in you, more than anyone,
And you have ripped my heart out once again.

Squash the delicate being underneath your foot,
Walk away and don’t look back.
You were all I ever thought I wanted,
This dull ache like death rolls within.
The stars don’t shine as bright,
My heart stops while I try to breath.

All I ever wanted was for you to be happy,
So go on, be fucking happy.


Sing me a lullaby

Posted in Uncategorized on April 9, 2011 by 4 Ur Viewing Pleasure

***please click the youtube video for the song***

Sing Me a Lullaby

Lying in the tranquil darkness,
the pale moonlight on my skin.
Sing me a lullaby,
one of my very own
Closing my eyes peacefully,
Just you and  I in this blissful ocean.
I lose myself, drifting hazily,
the melody that seeps from your lips.
Is this a dream I’m sleeping in?
Baby, this is as real as it gets.
I fight to stay awake a little while,
But your smile lulls me still.
I just want to fall asleep in your head,
And bury myself in deep.
You’re the answer I’ve been searching for,
The product of my prayers.
I fade against the harmony,
The waves washing over my mind.
Your fingers play my body,
Your lips crash into mine.
The break of the sweet crescendo,
The taste of your soft inviting lips.
Safely tucked away,
Just you and I, in this secret place.


Posted in Uncategorized on April 6, 2011 by 4 Ur Viewing Pleasure


An unlikely hero, you came to me,
breathing life into my tattered lungs.
Finding solace in your words,
wanting so desperately to run into your arms.
Your reassurance soothes me,
bound within your illicit embrace. 

I lose myself in your long abided desire,
dizzily, breathless, a lust that burns readily. 
Kiss me until my lips bleed raw,
breath me in until we suffocate.
I stand before you,
my heart as naked as my ivory flesh.

I am yours to feast on hungrily,
taste my vulnerability, I am yours for the taking.
Kiss my tears away,
take refuge in their salty abandon.
Let m find myself at your feet,
writhing in my need for you.

Kneeling before your ravenous gaze,
let me hypnotize your mind.
I will be your Aphrodite,
alluring sirens upon the rocks.
Put you in a trance with my voice,
devour my essence, body and soul.

I thirst for you like no other,
allow me to drink and be satisfied.
Restrained by your precautions,
let me strip away your reservations.
Let me give you all that I have,
as that is all that I have to give.